Angst - Arnulf Øverland
My Hero Bares His Nerves - Dylan Thomas
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Patrick Jones
So mighty so hegemonic so hating so desecrating / So there so nowhere so hurting we fall between indifference / Rejection and the whole fucking wall we fall.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Heath Ledger e død!
For et år. To av mine teenage crushes har dødd og det e ennå januar. utrolig feil pg fucked up!
primo levi is beautiful
richey: cover your bad skin any way you can really. takes a long time these days.
nicky: as white as possible. as sickly as possible.
interviewer: are you of the opinion that people wear makeup to shield themselves from the world?
richey: maybe from themselves, maybe from their reflection in the mirror 'cause they don't like looking at themselves, but when you wear it you still look pretty bad.
nicky: i find it pretty hard to judge human beings on their beauty 'cause i think basically they're all corrupt.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Day 1
så langt ikkje mye bi-effekter, bare tørr munn. eg vente i spenning på å se hvilke av de mulige bi-effektene eg kanskje får. mer te mindre vanlige ting e neseblod, kvalme oppkast, nedsatt/økt matlyst, mangel på sex-lyst/problem med å få orgasme, svimmelhet, gulsott, vaginal blødning, økt angst, økt depresjon og selvmordstanker, mani, tørr munn, mageproblemer, muskelsmerter, problemer med å søvne, trøtthet og anoreksi. ja, det står anoreksi på pakken. jajaja.
tørr munn e jo ikkje så gale, eg må bare drikke vann heile tiden, og derfor gå på do konstant.
tørr munn e jo ikkje så gale, eg må bare drikke vann heile tiden, og derfor gå på do konstant.
Brad Renfro 1982-2008
Brad Renfro e død. herregud så rart. det e han som spille Josh i Ghost World hvis du ikkje huske kem han e. Han va og med i Apt Pupil, Bully og Sleepers, som e de filmene eg huske eg har sett av han. eg huske meg og anja hadde kjempecrush på han itte me såg han i sleepers og apt pupil. de vett ikkje ka dødsårsaken e ennå, han blei funne død i leiligheten sin igår.
Monday, January 14, 2008
MAN KILLS EVERYTHING
ANXIETY IS FREEDOM
HUMILIATE ME
I AM AN AR-CHI-TECT
DEAD FLOWER
KILL YOURSELF
KEEP WARM
ALL ROCK 'N' ROLL IS HOMOSEXUAL
BORN TO EXPLOIT
DEATH SENTENCE HERITAGE
ANTI-LOVE
CONDEMNED TO ROCK N ROLL
CULTURE OF DESTRUCTION
I HATE AMERICAN INDIE ROCK
WHITE MEN ARE SEXUALLY INFERIOR
I'VE SEEN THE FUTURE IT IS MURDER
ANXIETY IS FREEDOM
HUMILIATE ME
I AM AN AR-CHI-TECT
DEAD FLOWER
KILL YOURSELF
KEEP WARM
ALL ROCK 'N' ROLL IS HOMOSEXUAL
BORN TO EXPLOIT
DEATH SENTENCE HERITAGE
ANTI-LOVE
CONDEMNED TO ROCK N ROLL
CULTURE OF DESTRUCTION
I HATE AMERICAN INDIE ROCK
WHITE MEN ARE SEXUALLY INFERIOR
I'VE SEEN THE FUTURE IT IS MURDER
pay no more attention to me than if i were a machine - i am little else
Manic street preachers - Suicide is Painless
cover av theme from MASH, 1992.
på top of the pops
james dean bradfield e en gud i hvite Levis.
eg får ikkje sove så eg ser på gamle manics interviews på youtube. må "stå opp" halv seks, toget går ti over 7. eg håpe det regne.
Edit:
originalen fra robert altman filmen:
cover av theme from MASH, 1992.
på top of the pops
james dean bradfield e en gud i hvite Levis.
eg får ikkje sove så eg ser på gamle manics interviews på youtube. må "stå opp" halv seks, toget går ti over 7. eg håpe det regne.
Edit:
originalen fra robert altman filmen:
the end is extremely fucking nigh
28 days later
åh eg elske denne filmen, den e så fantastisk, og christopher eccleston e med i den.
åh eg elske denne filmen, den e så fantastisk, og christopher eccleston e med i den.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
nightmares
har en del nesten-mareritt nå, så her e tegningene eg gjorde når eg hadde så masse mareritt for et år siden. den første tegningen e av et mareritt du va med i, som eg kanskje har fortalt deg om?
Saturday, January 12, 2008
lindsay
ennå en GQ bildeserie, regne med de e av Terry Richardson, siden det ser ut som hans bilder, og det ser ut som hans arm i det eine bildet.
Wow, Maria din superblogger!
hard to keep up. Men det e bare gøy! selvom det blir få kommentarer (sorry) men eg ska prøve å få svart på 2007 spørsmålene:
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
Move to Oslo, and work fulltime
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
My new years resolution was to learn the complete lyrics of r.kellys trapped in the closet part 12-20. I didn´t manage. My new resolution is to learn the "thriller" dance.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thank god
5. What countries did you visit?
Denmark, France, Germany and Tunisia (my first ever visit to Afrca!)
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
hard-core drugs?
7. What date in 2007 will be etched upon your memory, and why?
4 janurary. Me and Atle´s first real date, where we went road tripping to sandnes and built a varde (?)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I don´t really know. I guess getting the street-fashion column in Oslopuls, and daring to cut my hair in an unusual way. Quite sad I can´t think of any bigger achievements. I´ll have to change that in 2008. I guess surviving my terrible job in the Kowalski store was quite an achievement...
9. What was your biggest failure?
Getting rejected from the art schools I applied for
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
No, just a lot of asthma and my constantly stuffy nose
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My Macbook! and clothes
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Atle has been supergreat
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My previous boss.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Lunches and coffee + clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My last birthday, Christmas, finally gettingf to see Bjørk live at Roskilde, dearly needed sunvacation in Tunisia and boyfriend
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
I guess the Ed Bangers music mostly Justice and Uffie, and Mstrkrft.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? the same I guess
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same, maybe a tiny bit fatter
iii. richer or poorer? Richer, because I´m not borrowing any money from lånekassen this year
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Creative things, art work, building things, reading
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
lazy time on the sofa, less eating crappy food, and less tv
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spendt Christmas at home in Stavanger. For the first time we were only my immediate family on Christmas eve, and it was great.
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
yes :)
23. How many one night stands?
none
24. What was your favourite TV program?
Dexter
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no
26. What was the best book you read?
I don´t know
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
So many. I was introduced to so much, and it was all great.
28. What did you want and get?
A boyfriend, Woried Noodles, a trip to Tunisia. and a lot more, but I can´t remeber it either....
29. What did you want and not get?
Can´t really think of anything
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Little Miss Sunshine, Stranger than fiction, Inland Empire, 2 days in Paris, and probably many more I can´t remember
31. What did you do on your birthday? How old were you?
I turned 20, I was at Krabbesholm and my friends came in and sang for me, and I got cake and presents and a visit from Atle a couple of days later
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
More colors than usual, more layers and more dresses
34. What kept you sane?
All my friends. They all played their parts.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hmm. I fancy celebrities all the time, but I guess none of them really developed into an obsession or a long-time thing
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I´m too shallow, I can´t think of anything
37. Who did you miss?
I´ve been so much at work these past months. I´ve missed everyone!
38. Who was the best new person you met?
In Oslo; Marianne. Otherwise it has been great meeting all of Atle´s buddies. They are so much fun.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
That I want to study something, no matter what it is I want to be a student now while I´m young. And I learnt that BI is NOT for me-
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up the year
Can´t think of any lyrics. But many qiuestions that sum up the year. all very adolecent and stupid like. "What am I going to do with my life"? "what makes me happy"? ect ect ect. *shudder*
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
Move to Oslo, and work fulltime
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
My new years resolution was to learn the complete lyrics of r.kellys trapped in the closet part 12-20. I didn´t manage. My new resolution is to learn the "thriller" dance.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thank god
5. What countries did you visit?
Denmark, France, Germany and Tunisia (my first ever visit to Afrca!)
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
hard-core drugs?
7. What date in 2007 will be etched upon your memory, and why?
4 janurary. Me and Atle´s first real date, where we went road tripping to sandnes and built a varde (?)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I don´t really know. I guess getting the street-fashion column in Oslopuls, and daring to cut my hair in an unusual way. Quite sad I can´t think of any bigger achievements. I´ll have to change that in 2008. I guess surviving my terrible job in the Kowalski store was quite an achievement...
9. What was your biggest failure?
Getting rejected from the art schools I applied for
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
No, just a lot of asthma and my constantly stuffy nose
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My Macbook! and clothes
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Atle has been supergreat
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My previous boss.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Lunches and coffee + clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My last birthday, Christmas, finally gettingf to see Bjørk live at Roskilde, dearly needed sunvacation in Tunisia and boyfriend
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
I guess the Ed Bangers music mostly Justice and Uffie, and Mstrkrft.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? the same I guess
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same, maybe a tiny bit fatter
iii. richer or poorer? Richer, because I´m not borrowing any money from lånekassen this year
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Creative things, art work, building things, reading
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
lazy time on the sofa, less eating crappy food, and less tv
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spendt Christmas at home in Stavanger. For the first time we were only my immediate family on Christmas eve, and it was great.
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
yes :)
23. How many one night stands?
none
24. What was your favourite TV program?
Dexter
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no
26. What was the best book you read?
I don´t know
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
So many. I was introduced to so much, and it was all great.
28. What did you want and get?
A boyfriend, Woried Noodles, a trip to Tunisia. and a lot more, but I can´t remeber it either....
29. What did you want and not get?
Can´t really think of anything
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Little Miss Sunshine, Stranger than fiction, Inland Empire, 2 days in Paris, and probably many more I can´t remember
31. What did you do on your birthday? How old were you?
I turned 20, I was at Krabbesholm and my friends came in and sang for me, and I got cake and presents and a visit from Atle a couple of days later
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
More colors than usual, more layers and more dresses
34. What kept you sane?
All my friends. They all played their parts.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hmm. I fancy celebrities all the time, but I guess none of them really developed into an obsession or a long-time thing
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I´m too shallow, I can´t think of anything
37. Who did you miss?
I´ve been so much at work these past months. I´ve missed everyone!
38. Who was the best new person you met?
In Oslo; Marianne. Otherwise it has been great meeting all of Atle´s buddies. They are so much fun.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
That I want to study something, no matter what it is I want to be a student now while I´m young. And I learnt that BI is NOT for me-
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up the year
Can´t think of any lyrics. But many qiuestions that sum up the year. all very adolecent and stupid like. "What am I going to do with my life"? "what makes me happy"? ect ect ect. *shudder*
Friday, January 11, 2008
If...
kanskje den beste filmen eg komme te å se i år: If... av Lindsay Anderson, fra 1969, med Malcolm McDowell. eg screencappa de, eh, viktigste delene...
malcolm mcdowell e fremdeles jævlig pen.
malcolm mcdowell e fremdeles jævlig pen.
my idea of love comes from a childhood glimpse of pornography
Fra Manic Street Preachers' andre album "Gold against the soul" fra 93
Life becoming a landslide
From Despair to Where
Life becoming a landslide
From Despair to Where
2007
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
therapy
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
don't do new years resolutions
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no, happily
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no
5. What countries did you visit?
denmark
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
meds
7. What date in 2007 will be etched upon your memory, and why?
no particular date comes to mind
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
the altar drawings, first thing of mine i've genuinely been happy with
9. What was your biggest failure?
the whole year really
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
a lot
11. What was the best thing you bought?
whichever new dennis cooper books i bought
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
not specifically relating to behaviour, but linda
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
i don't know, most the people on television
14. Where did most of your money go?
buying dumb things on the internet, mostly books
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
selling drawings, richard hell writing for me
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
no particular song, but i mostly listened to angelo badalamenti this year
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? same, though technically poorer 'cause i haven't got my stipend yet
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
(school/art) work
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
be sick
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
spent christmas partially at home/ partially with my dad. we listened to kate bush during christmas dinner. i think i spent most of it in anja's bedroom actually.
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
no
23. How many one night stands?
one
24. What was your favourite TV program?
buffy
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no
26. What was the best book you read?
God Jr. by Dennis Cooper, Crash by J. G. Ballard, Rimbaud complete works
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Sunn O)) and drone/doom metal
28. What did you want and get?
a fake gold watch? i'm really bad at remembering proper things that go further back than 3 months, so this isn't very profound
29. What did you want and not get?
Traci Lords biography "Underneath it all". I'm very bad at this, profundity is passing me straight by
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
does it have to be a film from 2007? in that case, Inland Empire. otherwise, The Servant by Joseph Losey.
31. What did you do on your birthday? How old were you?
it was my twentieth, i had a semi-awkward family thing even though i asked not to have one, same thing as last year. i had friends over, but they all left before 12, but Linda stayed and it was brilliant.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
things usually to be worn with a penis?
34. What kept you sane?
well, nothing did. anja helped a bit.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I'm gonna say Dirk Bogarde, even though he died in 1999
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
GLBT rights
37. Who did you miss?
anja, linda, isis when she moved to sweden
38. Who was the best new person you met?
isis
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
damn the hippie that phrased this question. that cats are very nice, and that music is always going to depress me because nothing will ever be like hearing the manics for the first time again.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up the year
ah, the difficult choice between being flippant, pretentious or pathetic. i'll have this one by Paul Virilio instead (quote, not lyric): "images contaminate us like viruses", 'cause it suits my year.
Righto, gøy om du og gjør denne!
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Manic Street Preachers + Traci Lords 4ever
Little Baby nothing e en duett med Traci Lords fra deres første album "Generation Terrorists" fra 1992
bandet gadd kje spille inn flere videoer når denne blei lagt, og traci va opptatt, så i videoen e det bare James Dean Bradfield, og back-up bandet e The Dead End Dolls so va någen fans av the manics, og en jente som mime Traci sine linjer. (videoen e av gobtv)
Little Baby Nothing
Stay beautiful.
eg elske (de første sesongene av) Gilmore Girls sine rar-fine tidlig-2000 klær.
eg huske eg hadde så lyst på gul ryggsekk og jakke med sånn fake sheep-skin krage på.
(bilder herfra: http://www.gilmoregirls.org/screencaps.html)
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Philippe Mangano
In the toilets
there is The Face
issue number
seventy
two hundred and
thirty-six pages
You can see Mac
Caulay Culkin
spiting out swallowing
his white dribble
on the cover
at twenty-two
He has white
milky eyes without
trace of abuse
even though you think
smooth-cheeked chest
page number eighty
White tank top
Gap grey boxer shorts
the hours are
Roman numerals
thick lip
eighty-one
Grey smoke
visible pore
the cotton
became black
not like in the
double page
The fag is white
all the seam
you can't even
see its name
mine is not
stomach ache
Jack Kevorkian ("dr. death")
eg syns han e et heilt fantastisk menneske.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevorkian
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/kevorkian/
Monday, January 07, 2008
Une Bobo? Pas de probleme!
Hehe, excuse my orrible french.....se på disse utrolig kule plasterne. du har sikkert sett de før, for de har de rundt omkring i oslo (blant annet Carolines Kitchen og Cinemateket) men eg må poste noen av de beste allikevel.
artikkel om kossen det e å jobbe på american apparel:
http://jezebel.com/gossip/i-work-retail/working-at-american-apparel-is-all-its-coked-up-to-be-316322.php
creepy! eg har heilt missa all etisk debatt rundt american apparel før nå, men der e visst mye drama.
ilu lindsay
la forresten aldri merke te før nå at disse terry richardson bildene av lindsay e tatt når hu gjor "i know who killed me", men hu har akkurat samme hår og den tingen på armen hu hadde i strippescenene før lemmer begynte å falle av og sånn. har du sett disse bildene? huske kje om eg har posta.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
kjøpte denne i de bodene så sto utfor domkirken i stavanger. deilige. nå e eg i oslo, faen i satans helvete det e kaldt her! eg begynne å huske kor mye eg banne om vinteren.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
I know who killed me
eg såg lindsay lohan-filmen "I know who killed me" med anja nettop, den kor hu spille stripper. den va utrolig rotete og hadde skikkelig dårlig art direction (psycho-dårlig!), men den va verdt det for strippe-scenene og en sex-scene rett itte hu har mista en arm og et bein (pga tvilling-stigmata, eg tror det må ses for å forstås?), men så har eg en stor ting for lindsay lohan så eg e ikkje så objektivt. uansett, moralen e; bra strippe scener. den har den imponerende ratingen 4.5 på imdb! vurdere å kjøpe den, i tilfelle eg komme te å syns den e kjempefestlig om tre år. e ikkje sikker på det.
strippescener!:
sex-scene:
Alpha Dog
va hos Kirsten idag også leide me Alpha dog. Den va faktisk ganske kjekk. alltid ganske greit å se filmer man har veldig lav forventning til på forveien. Justin e jo med i filmen og e full av tattiser og e veldig cool på yeawh dawg, lets smoke sum fuckin weed up in hea!- måten, så det va ganske grusomt i begynnelsen, men man blei vant t det. også spille Ben Foster (eli/russel) ein drug-addict nazi-crazy person. også har sharon stone ein dårlig fat suit. også e hu som eg ikkje huske ka hette, som e lesbisk i oc med i an, og karen fra mean girls.
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